How do I make my life happen? I've been feeling like I'm missing the big 'kick' to make it really start rolling..
like I'm waiting for something to happen... but I'm not shure if it is me who must make it, whatever it is, happen
hm.. odd isn't it xD

College is really making me busy! I don't seem to have enough time left to play games or even to hang around with my friends T~T
but it's almost over.. the first semester I mean.. the papers are all done \o/ and there's only one more test to do.. the most complicated though *calculus * wish me luck ><
for the last calculus test I studied a LOT.. had never really studied in my life.. I surprised my self.. later I was laughing about nerd calculus jokes -.-'. The test was incredibly dificult anyway, but studying really paid of, if I haven't I think I would have failed the test completely.. now I get a 5 at the final test ><
just to make it all worse I've been awfully sick *got a flu.. not, not the swine flu.. I think..* trhough this tests week, but now I'm almost healthy again \o/

Waiting for inspiration...